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Have Courage, My Love.

by DEAFENING

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1.
Imperfect 03:36
Nothing can be immaculate Limit incarnate creation Diverge from the consummate Sit with your own reflection Smash it Now there's seven desperate shards Begging for love Yearning to be scarred Fuck it, stomp it Grind it to a dust Excise desire Radiance through rust We're all battered Damaged, vacant Strive forward Never complacent Paragons are myth So is currency Remove the pith Life can be heavenly Forgive myself for mistakes creators made Receive what you're blessed with Or choose to be enslaved (these thoughts) Choked On shit they spew False empowerment Don't imbue Platitudes Grace is mirrored Torn in two Grace is mirrored Torn in two
2.
Moons 03:40
It's not my nature I'm Samaritan Nomenclature I would never engage in this savagery Are these arms my own I never thought I'd accomplish Sins overgrown These actions, repulsive Watch as I desecrate Lay waste to the life I lived Why do I participate Please forgive me for my sins Through darkness of future past The magician longs to see One chants out between two worlds Fire walk with me I lost it all
3.
Deafening 02:53
Scissors snip through twine I pull the spool from my stomach I wretch, I writhe Vomit a thread, let the bile dry Accept the lies we write Your face contorts unveiled in the daylight I was drenched, a fool I'm not good enough for you Accept this Am I good enough for you (Am I) You're truly alone I swallowed It always feels like time's running short Am I good enough for you You're truly alone Am I good enough for you You're a thinly-veiled fake I swallowed the thread Swallowed the thread Opened for you Opened for Fuck It always feels like time's at an end There's no way to numb the pain But with the tip of a pen And when I stare into the night The shadows are beckoning The static screams in my ears This space is deafening This space is deafening
4.
Nothing Left 03:41
5.
Amber reach Time creeps slower Droplets freeze over Pools seize below her Not enough to give Too scared of seasons Too mortified to live Decrepit She sees the depths of Frailty and aging Final signs of changing Light leaks Behind paper lids Soul dissipates From orbs so dim Because when her body rots away The flesh decays, her face entombed by spades Perhaps she arises as a specter Or maybe only stays as memories hereafter But one likes to think She reaches up toward the planes stretched above Excised from flesh thrust to external love Pardons herself of her iniquities Observes the obsolescence beneath March toward perfection Of soul and mind March toward perfection Leave flesh behind March toward perfection Of soul and mind March toward perfection Leave flesh behind March toward perfection March toward perfection
6.
Entwining 04:05
To be loved is worse than isolation To crucify an innocent deserves immolation Accept this You're truly alone My devotion is being forced to atone (For all my sins) There's no other who can fix you Entwining of spirits breaks you I need to suffer for truth I'd rather crumble than fake it (All my sins) To be loved is worse than isolation To crucify an innocent deserves immolation A marriage Of desperation To die alone Is subjugation Accept this You're truly alone My devotion is being forced to atone (For all my sins) There's no other who can fix you Entwining of spirits breaks you I need to suffer for truth I'd rather crumble than fake it (All my sins)
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Laura Palmer 03:40
Sunken eyes, I'm fucking retching You're reaching, clutching Disgusting and aggressive I find you so obsessive Take a step back Make that five or ten I've had my eyes sealed shut By stronger looking men Sunken eyes, stop fucking watching You're reaching, clutching Disgusting and abusive I find you fucking useless It's over when I say it stops It's ceases when I peel it off It's over when I say it stops It's ceases when I peel it off It's over when I say it stops It's ceases when I peel it off It's over when I say it stops It's ceases when I peel it off Sunken eyes, I'm fucking retching You're reaching, clutching Disgusting and aggressive I find you so obsessive Take a step back Make that five or ten I've had my eyes sealed shut By stronger looking men Sunken eyes, stop fucking watching You're reaching, clutching Disgusting and abusive I find you fucking useless Never again I won't be fodder for desire My body Never again I won't be fodder for desire My body I can't believe You still think I won't set you on fire I'm gasoline
9.
Eulogy 04:48
I laid beside you at unblessed hours These moments of silence hold the quietest power The glow of companions can't be dulled by gloom In times of dejection keep my heart set on you Can you feel it dear? Can you sense my fear? Can you feel it dear? Can you sense my fear? I want nothing else Bright summer, sheltered house I want nothing else Comfort in winter, dormant doubt I wonder sometimes if we'd never intertwined If I would have met demise sooner than I'd had in mind Would you be better off or less Would I cause less duress But to love you is selfish I apologize for my defects I'm scared, I'm shaking What if it's taken We're here, we're breathing I still feel death creeping I'll pass, don't grieve me Dispatch my eulogy My ache supersede The divine relief I'm scared, I'm shaking What if it's taken We're here, we're breathing I still feel death creeping I'll pass, don't grieve me Dispatch my eulogy My ache supersede The divine relief

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released February 14, 2024

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DEAFENING Las Vegas, Nevada

DEAFENING is a post-metal band from Las Vegas, Nevada, comprised of vocalist Havyn Smith and guitarist/producer Saoirse Corrigan.

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